~ 6 November 2009 - we're couple

~ 7 November 2009 - U brought me to ur village, and i still remember u told me, dat u never brought any girls to ur village. Me, the first one.

~ 2009 - we both very happy together, u help me if i need ur help, and i help u if u need my help..we're so happy together..and i can felt that ur my destiny.

~ The first month of 2010 - everything just fine, and we seems like no problem together..we date n we love each other..like the world is ours.

~ March 2010 - Until one day, i knew ur secret...that u've been dating with someone else. No one can explain what i felt that time, only God can understand me...u broke my heart ...u killed it..stabbed it till' it destroyed n damaged.

~ 2010 - But u still want to prove to me that u will change....u swear...u want to change..n u won't do the same thing again...u said u really love me...finally...i gave u one more chance to prove to me that u want to change....

~ Started from that day, everything's change including me...i cannot just trust u anymore...everywhere u go, i'll asked...everyday, each time i'll sms u...i always scolding u and fighting with u...i easily get jealous...and i always think the negative about u...don't u realize why i act such like that? it's because u broke my trust once and i cannot force myself to trust u like the first time i met u...don't u no that..this all because of u...look what u've done..

~ July 2010 - we still together..and we went for the rainforest...i'm so happy that moment..and i seen that our relationship will ever long last...cos..i noticed ur changes to a positive way...and i whispered in my heart..ya..maybe this second chance is worth...u have lots of changes...i like ur changes..and i started thinking that yup..everybody deserve the second chance..

~ 6 november 2010 - our one year anniversary....

~ 31 december 2010 - we're celebrated new year at ur fren's house..i'm happy that time..even i dun celebrated it with my beloved family...but i really appreciate that i'm with u during the new years time...

~ 16 february 2011 - its ur birthday...i still remember i gave u boxers for ur present....i like dat..i like to see u wearing those boxers...sexy....and i'm happy for giving u presents....dun no why...i'm just happy..

~ ...earrings..traditional accesories...jersy paraguay...and i'm happy when u gave me the leather handbag...i love it...

~ 2011 - but...i noticed ur changed this nowadays...since i moved to my new house...we seldom meet...and...u said u busy....i understand that ur very busy....i din angry at u...but....i really feel dissapointed when u treat me like i'm not ur girlfren anymore....it happened many times...i sms u, u din reply me...it happened many times...i still keep patient...i told to my heart....rebecca, be patient...he is just busy....

I understand ur very busy...u told me that u busy working at ur place mjc...its clearly make me understand but at least..............dun treat me like i never exist in ur world...its really hurt me...

~ 5 june 2011 - i sms u n u din reply me...i called u n u din pick up ur fon...then suddenly came up this message which u never been ever send me such message like dat for one and half years we in relationship.. ' saya bz...jgn kol saya..' ..... its just happened suddenly....just like that...

i was totally surprised with ur message....i dun no what to think anymore...

~ its just happened....and u broke our relationship...just like that......why don't u tell me earlier that u want to break me? i dun want anything...i just want ur attention towards me...i just want to feel that i'm not alone......i din ask more than that...dats all i want...

i guess...ur changed.....ur changed very well and faster than i thought...and now i feel really regret for giving u the second chance...and i'm very stupid cos i failed again....why don u just honest with me...tell me the truth..? i dun think u love me for one year and half of our relationship.... I'M NOT YOUR TRUE LOVE......

~ everything is just a memories................thank you for everything...........